Disappointment and Self-Worth: The Most Important Things I Learned In Undergrad

Disappointment and Self-Worth: The Most Important Things I Learned In Undergrad

Hello! Welcome to Feed That Nation!

My name is Natalie Nation. I am a grad student, future RD, educator, content creator, and mac and cheese expert. I love talking about college student issues to help college students to be more successful, confident, and happy with their student experience.

In this episode of Feed That Nation, I am telling you the story of the time that I did not become commencement speaker.

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Almost a year ago, I was days away from graduating from college. I should have been flying high: I had an on-campus job I loved, I was a newlywed LOVING married life with my husband, and I was nearly finished with an amazing final semester of undergrad before preparing for graduate school in the fall.

But I was really struggling to see that anything I had done was worth it. Because I’d been nominated to be commencement speaker, and I hadn’t been chosen.

I recorded a podcast last year talking about that experience and putting it into words. It felt so vulnerable to admit that I hadn’t been chosen and that I was disappointed about it.

I told very few people that I’d been nominated, that I’d written a draft of a speech for consideration. That it was one of the proudest pieces of writing I had (have) ever written.

I was afraid of the shame of having to admit that I was not chosen. I was protecting myself from feeling other people’s disappointment in me at not getting chosen. But I couldn’t protect myself from my own disappointment.

I slowly came to the realization that my self-worth is NOT defined by this or any other experiences in my life! What a powerful realization! I’m still fired up from it, 1 year later!

The struggle to prove that you are “good enough” is a struggle I see in so many of my friends and peers, and I want to break the cycle!

The theme of the speech I wrote was “What did you learn?”. In it, I talked about what I learned at St. Kate’s. Through my time in college, I learned the obvious (nutrition), and the not so obvious. I gained confidence in realizing that I have a voice, and that my voice MATTERS.

The most important thing I learned throughout my time in college was that the most POWERFUL thing I can do with my voice is lift up the people around me.

When I was feeling so disappointed with myself, I started to realize that while I can and do use my voice to lift up others, to validate and encourage them, I can also validate and encourage MYSELF.

Reflecting 1 year later, I still carry that realization with me. It boosts me up, keeps me going. I LOVE using my voice to lift up the people around me, and I’m learning everyday how to use my voice to do the same for myself.

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Minnesota-based grad student, future RD, educator, content creator, and mac and cheese expert! Natalie is currently a Masters of Public Health student and dietetic intern at the University of Minnesota, and is on-track to becoming a registered dietitian-nutritionist. She earned her bachelor's degree in Dietetics in 2019 from St. Catherine University.

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